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I only smile because I'm told I have to , not because I want to.


January 31st, 2010

(no subject) @ 10:17 pm

umm
so lately i have been cutting
and not just littel tiny little cuts
no i ahve been cutting so bad that they go all the way from my wrist to my elbow
i think i am really just done
i think i am really just so badly wanting to end my life that i dont even think about it anymore
i think its just everytime something shtity happens i run to the sizzors
i kinda think that i wanna just get caught
and i just wanna go and get help
i have been taking 4-6 advil every like 3 hours because it just allows me not to feel anything for a little while
my knee is still fucking but who cares anymore?
i guess i will always just be fucked in the head
also i have been watching the show intervention and yeah i <3 it!

so more cutting here i come :/
 
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